Being the last to know about/believe in something concerning you feels kind of unfair. I guess this how society works, people think you knew what was going on but you weren't sure or you chose not to believe in it. Why can't people just tell you straight off what's going on rather keep hinting it until you finally figure it out or have to ask for confirmation? I thought honesty was one of those important things in friendships well in any relationships. Sometimes I guess people don't value that policy as much as I do. I feel I'm usually honest to people about things but sometimes I don't get that in return. Where's the mutual honesty? But then again life isn't that great but we can always do things to live it in the best way.

Past few entries, well in fact most of entries are about crushes. I think I should stop worrying about these things. All i need right now are family, friends and a good HSC! Right now nothing should matter more than those three things in that order. Life goes on no matter what happens and there's things you have to eventually let go. Everything's hard to let go but everyone has to let go of something all the time whether it be feelings, possessions, etc. You shouldn't let things drag you down, just remember to look forward to the future and treasure the present. Though you should treasure memories too but try not to dwell on unhappy memories too much, stay happy! These advices I'm writing are not just for you guys but also for me to remember. =)

Recently something happened well more like i got told the truth about something which in the beginning made me sad and cry a little. But now i'm kind of over the sadness and thinking of this situation positively and i decided i'd develop a list of pro's of being friends rather than being bf & gf.

* Friendships last longer than relationships
* You don't get hurt as much or at all (depends on how good friends you are)
* Spend more time?
* You can do nearly anything together
* You'll be more comfortable around each other
* More trust and love xD
* You can make a fool of yourself and they won't care
* You can lean on their shoulder without having to worry about what they'd think
* You can be closer as friends rather than bf & gf
* You get to have more fun

That's all i can think of right now but some of them might not be right in other people's opinions. I'll come back to this blog and read this when i become sad again =) Still iffy about this situation but then i've decided to leave it at good friends and build the friendship and let everything to flow. I quite like leaving things to flow. Thanks to everyone for comforting me, I love you guys heaps! <3