Hmm went to play basketball with Mel and Jenny (she didn't actually play) at her church. It was pretty fun thought everyone was soo good and kept hogging the bball xD But best of all, my whole team each got a 3 pointer in the last game =) I also got to spend more time with Mel and Jenny though i wish Sarah came yesterday but she's not that into bball, what a shame!

Still dunno if i can go to the movie marathon but i don't wanna be pressured about it no more. I never understand how relationships well more like friendships work when all they do is demand answers from you. I don't need people to chuck demanding questions at me all the time, well the incident just than just made me breakdown and to think that i'd never breakdown under pressure. I guess someone was right afterall, i wish i could be right for once or maybe i sometimes am but people lead me to think i'm wrong. I hate being peer pressured and having what others say about me influence the decisions and my behaviour. I reckon i should listen to all the advice people have given me.

Well i guess this entry just turned into a sentimental one more than a "Happy Holidays" entry.
Finally somewhere i can actually share things without being critised about everything. I'm grate ful to have many friends but sometimes not everything works out and i can't figure out what to do about it. In the end all the problems come back to me when i least expect them and i dwell on them again. They say "Life is short so you should live it to the fullest" and "Life goes on even if you're happy or not, why don't you be happy?" but have you ever wondered that being happy makes time pass faster than wouldn't that make life even shorter? I believe life should have the ups and downs and that always think positively might not be a good way. Actually that it doesn't make sense to me so i'll leave it at here.